Don't Make Me Over
OMG! I am having strong feelings resembling my suicidal urges of my 20s and teen years. Mom is killing me with her trying to make me over and her constant misreadings of what I believe in and who I am. She treats me so badly and truly seems to believe that it is I, who is at fault. I am reaching the end of my rope here. Christmas looming is depressing, as is this snow on the ground.
